i'm going to new york
it doesn't looklike i'm excited so let me put this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy more like it

I'm going start a book just soley for my 5 day expierence there and takes tons and tons and tons of pictures
though my friends say not to act like a fob there
*peace sign*

trolling this trolling that trolling whatever!
i'm tired of seeing hearing that word!

i pick on some internet slang too but, just not this word or like how texans and their yall

I wouldn't mind dieting like that.. except exchange brocoli for.... uhh..... bananas hehe

or it has to be a vegatable.. 

potato? 

floral design freaking sucks
i dont know why so many girls have an interest in planning their future weddding
i'm curious why
what makes them want to plan a wedding soooooooooooo bad

accountant or english teacher

i want to try radio brocasting or broadcasting in general
sorta want to be an mc or a new reporter
or host
ppl said to me you should be a tv host or a comedian
urban planning
hotel management.

if i really had to think about my dream
i would like to create my own shop
or create a shop and my mom would handle it

polaroids, clovers, cups, wooden tables, glass windows japanese art like design

mom said to go into business management...
dad said you have to be able to know how to make coffee?

Mistakes

Ninth Grade:
Intro to Health and Science and Medical Terminlogy
Alegbra Honors (freaking hard but I made friends from there so I guess it turn out well)
English Honors (freaking boring)
Biology Regular (didn't learn sheet and ghetto class and it was still hard despite being a regular class!)


Tenth Grade:
Intro to Biotechnology (cute guy in class though)
Vet Class (DIDNT WANT TO BE THERE ANYWAYS PRE MED WAS FULL)
World History AP (though it boosted up my GPA)
Geometry Honors (HARD CLASS stuggle)

Junior Year:
English AP was okay
HISTORY AP (STUGGLE STRUGGLE STRUGGLE)
Alebra Honors II (STUGGLE STRUGGLE) didn't learn anything but, it turn out great cuase I became friends with Josh and Winnie

Senior Year:
BIOAP (cute guy though..) (this class is so hard I never once made an A on ANYTHING I mean tests and quizes)
PRECAL HONORS (freaking dino)
TRAVEL AND TOURISM (WASTE OF TIME, ms. attitude couselor won't let me get out but it turned out well cause I made firends with Braxtin and gotten close to Stephanie and Josh AND befriended Dayanna and Haley (sorta) and the twins are nice!)
FLORAL DESIGN (gotten closer to Valeria while it lasted nothing else but a bunch of BORING FLOWERS AND 50 bucks down the drain when I could've gotten into Art I with only 25 bucks and my passion not really HOBBY)

WTF
UGH

strengths: English, World GEOGRAPHY, Math REGULAR
weaknesses: Science, History AP (too much reading)

English AP (though I feel impatient with reading still like the class though) should've gotten out of Ms. Cooke's class though didn't learn anything
Math Regulars
History Honors
Science Regular and last year of science .... Forensic Science since I find it interesting

should've join the yearbook club and soft ball
glad I became apart of Htl Mgt and getting to participate in Competitions it turned out well and an experience I will never forget
shit
i made my junior year stressful by taking history ap and algebra honors II (though it turned out well because of josh and winnie!)

I will never let a cute guy in the way of my decisions anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
stupid guy i hate him no i don't hate him I hate me i'm so stupid
3 years of nothing
gosh

Friends:
We wanted to have the same class together in our senior year
I decided let's take Floral Design (since I could have a class with friends AND get my art credit)
It was just me and the awkward Valeria
Lailani couldn't cause of her Pharmacy class
I told Valeria the first few weeks of school I don't know how we got onto the subject that I only took this class because of you guys, I really wanted to take Art I

My teacher has keen ears, she heard me and called me out (RUDE) if you want to change your schedule you can, it's not take to to change it to Art I

she totally left me speechless

AND I SHOULDVE HAVE

SHEET. ugh. now I know what kind of friend VALERIA IS
and it took me THIS LONG to find out
SHEET
UGH
FUDGE
UGH
GOSH
FREAKING H E DOUBLE HOCKY STICKS
GOD
UGH
SHIT
DFJskldgjkldfsnkhlgjdsklztjgnk;drsh bngkjad.

i have calm down sheet
so? what's the lesson out of her?
to never do anything for the sake of friends?

CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT
she was selfish or well I don't know that's too harsh not selfish but..
CUASE YOU KNOW WHAT
she needed her speech credit and drop out of the class so she could make room for her floral design class and still have a flex period

so what is the life lesson I DONT KNOW
friends will not always be there for you?
that still doesn't mean, you shouldn't let it get to you
friends are cold and will do it for them in the long run?
i should ask my older brother

friends are to busy with their own life that they don't take out the time for you?
YES

i listen to everyone of them but i  feel like none of them really fully understand and listen to me
maybe I just have sucky friends?

gosh the new blogger layout is freaking confusing


i really wish I couldve taken Art I.. really sad, all my classes none of them I hate all of them except English AP and precal I feel productive in those classes, Art I would've been one of them.. they could've like my sketch book..

Ann is a childish guy, long brown hair, red eyes, height: 182 cm.

OH MY GOD, my ideal type 

except the red eyes, that's weird 

unless it looks hot..

what's your genderbend?

what is a genderbend anyway.. i just saw it on tumblr..

Capstone is this week, Prof. Tower Wednesday
D-3

working on my outline..


-edit-
my laptop sucks, i should've took more care of it and not be lazy
i should've always took out the charge plug before i went to sleep instead on keeping it over night.. tsk tsk annie
i only had it for a year
it lags playing 720 quality videos
i have to download 360-480 now
they upload 720 first so i have to longer for the 360-480

i need a part time job, jobs are hard to find but first let's focus on capstone
love rain epi 7 airs today woot woot! can't wait.. but i have to wait till wed..

nowadays karaoke is no fun
i don't know why
why is it hard for me to enjoy karaoking
i want to enjoy the real thing
i hate doing this by myself
it's no fun
it use to be fun
it relieved my stress
but it's just makes me feel more sad
like i'm forcing myself to do this
no matter what song i'm singing, it's no fun
why am i like this
i always like karaoke
i don't know why i'm like this
i must be crazy

i miss leslie and fabian
how did i even befriended them, did i go up them first
i miss them
i want go back to the 8th grade again
why do i miss them more then the 2 betryayers and hayla and tomi

why me
why did they had to leave only after 3 months after becoming friends
i dont understand at all
why me

why me
i hate this
i miss them
we had nothing in common but our time together was the best
i wish i kept in touch with them better
i remeber fabian message me he was lonley at his new school
i couldn't say anything back

they moved on why can't i
every year it's like this
i'm lonely you guys

So this what happens at Graduration..

If you're a celebrity, your fangirls from the same school wants a photo with you

but, what's the point if they're going to mosizac your face out..

You SHOULD recieve a bouquet of flowers and your diploma

wondering if my parents will do the same thing..

your friends want a picture with your on their smart phone

if you're a celebrity fan gifts from fellow classmates or younger under classmans! 

when one of your friends is called on stage you cheer for them

and maybe even taken pictures with your phone

I've been meaning to do this.. finally 2 months later~ a what should happen post?

Episode 72 was a bit unsettling for me, how Jiwon's dad passed away
gosh.. i don't know it's like I can't get my mind of it..
i need something to get my mind off this..

I just noticed something, but Jiwon's none of her hairstyles despite always looking cute in High Kick she never one had a apple hair style
i'm pretty sure about this
this is such a small detail, i just relaize i wonder if the writers/stylists intentionally did this
i'm pretty sure i think.. i think

Junior Achievement

I didn't tell ya this shikie but, our Business Practicum class forced us to be Junior Achievement volunteers, assigning us to a middle school for 3 days every two weeks on a Monday,

today was the last week, luckily it was the middle school I attended 4 years ago

One of my partners/classmate also attended the same school too (WHICH WE DID NOT KNOW EACH OTHER THEN)

We got to go around the whole school, seeing my old locker that I only for a semester, the EC room I was a student aide for, my old English teacher, the band hall way, the library!, familiar hallways

Going around the school, probably the best part was the library I felt familiar and more attached to

but, it made me realize something, I really didn't feel attach or really familiar with the school.. ? 

I didn't had much memories there, I wonder what's the Asian crew's memories like

There wasn't any meaningful, and breathe taken and nostalgia or anything 

just a familiar building 

many regrets

I do remember being the new girl and crying home everyday because it was hard to make friends 

ah, even filling out a form to join the volley ball team was probably most regretful

joining band too, was a bad memory

but, I got closer to Hayla so, I guess it did have some good memories 

I miss Leslie and Fabian 

i just went to school and went home, i wanted to join the Asian club in the 6th grade but I was afraid, afraid of being left out and rejected and attending meetings without anyone to accompany me

ah  many many regrets

visiting the middle school only made me regret my teen years even more

i should've started a scrapbook club.. that would've fun and should've joined the yearbook club

there also should've been a radio broadcast club

i should've attended kerr or taylor

i wish we had uniforms when we were in wells 

why did they make us carry us those shitty drawstring backpacks

why didn't anyone help me.. 

i really didn't know anything

i still have time.. 

Campus life in Korea sounds so much more fun
I should've consider applying to a university in Korea
What is exactly a typical college expierence?

I took a quiz on seventeen and they said Small Private Schools are my best bet and I did a double take
it also said I was looking for the typical college expierience
i took it twice and got the same result
then i changed my answers for 2 questions and it said I should go to a Urban University which I was hoping the results to be in the FIRST PLACE~~~

so i'm confused and my head hurts
I want something like Love Rain or episode 88 in High Kick 3 or Heartstrings or WGM when Eunjung and Jangwoo went to visit their college or when Seohyun was a college
(Sooyoungs and Yuri's college expierence taking it from the Theater life seemed pretty lonley)
or What's Up
Ah my head hurts 머리 아파~
there's nothing to do in Houston, transportation sucks!!!
i hate driving.....or I just hate my car

I'm going to ask Valeria about this on her opinion and then Sofa and then Leute
Genero - looking for study buddies and someone to depend on for notes
gotta ask him again

maybe I just need to visit a small campus
university , campus, college life in korea seems so much more fun!

but, gradurating and getting a job is..................??

A Wishful Thinking

High Kick 3 has ended 2 days ago, yet subs are not even done, about 50 more episodes needs to sub, it doesn't feel like an ending since I'm waiting for subs

I finally bought the Wreck Journal it's for ideas and inspiration so am I'm going even use this book like actually write in it, its just for reference for my new journal

I want this journal to be something to look back on like a reference journal and not like my other journal
like Alison's but in my own style

I wanted to buy moleskine, but ah~ I'm on a budget~ So I bought the same sketchbook that Alison's has
I'm not even a sketcher.. or an artist
Moleskine is more suitable for me, I can't even draw

ah it would be great if someone bought for me as present *WISHFUL THINKING*

Ah, I totally forgot! Today's April Fools Day!! too bad I'm joining in the fun huhuhuhuhu